Monday, January 5, 2009

Insecurity/Heart Tribute

Do you ever have those days where everything just seems poopy? Well I guess everything didn't seem poopy today, but it wasn't all sunshine and unicorns either. I blame the cold! It's too cold for me! The funny part is that it's only 30 degrees here, and I'm going to apply for a graduate program in northern Utah- it's a lot colder up there!!!
I guess I wasn't terribly grumpy earlier today, but later I got grumpy and then it was down hill from there. I mean, I went hot tubbing with my swell friends, but mentally I was not having it. I felt awkward and insecure. I had really negative thought processes, like, "this person is only my friend for this reason or that, they don't actually like me..." I hate those kind of thoughts! I'm sure my friends actually like me...I just hate the idea of being some sort of charity project....Insecurity!So that was poopy, here is something fabulous!

4 comments:

  1. I hear yah sister.. times 10! We just have to know how fabulous we are! Thats why I like being Dutch...hehehe

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  2. You better not be refering to me!!!! I am not charitable, therefor I don't hang out with people for charity. End of discussion.

    Hope you start feeling better, I think the hot tub gave us all AIDS.

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  3. I'm okay, I was just having an insecure day :)

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  4. Ok, good to hear! Don't worry me so, you are way awesome, and totally chill. I know what you mean though, we all have those days. Like remember how I got dumped this week?

    We have a full weekend planned, call me if you want in on anything fun and exciting!

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