Update and a little rant

First, a little update. Life is pretty good. I got a job at Jo-Ann Fabric and Crafts, and so far I like it a lot!

I was called as the 1st counselor in the Relief Society.

Okay, when I started this I thought there would be more to say...yay summer!

Time for the rant. Once again, I am annoyed with men, big surprise. I am just tired of guy friends who think I'm their activity vending machine. I'm tired of guys who think it's my job to provide them with entertainment or a social outlet every few weeks, or when they feel like it. I'm tired of feeling like an idiot because having a friendship, or more, with some guys is like throwing gifts at a brick wall, and I'm the idiot throwing a cake (that it took me 3 hours to make) at a brick wall...

I'm tired of guys who want, but give nothing in return. 

 I'm tired of worrying about who initiated communication last.

 I'm tired of not knowing if it's:

A. Disinterest

B. Flakiness/general being a man-ness

C. Defense mechanisms

D. Fear/confusion/him being a pussy

 Everywhere I go I'm a wheel, more recently I was a 9th wheel.

 I hate feeling like there's nothing I can do about it.

I hate that I miss him.

But I guess I should try to end this on a positive note.

I love life. I love swimming. I love my nieces. I love my friends. I love black olives. I love playing the guitar poorly. I love avocados. I love riding my bike. I love my whole house! CLAP!

MY BUTT!